[09 Oct 2004|05:56pm] Moved Back...~SUBTLEASABRICK1" 2 | Dream a good one tonight...

[09 Oct 2004|05:59am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | it's so nice to make fun of everything that i lost... ] last night was alright...DEGRASSI was sweet...we didn't jam all that much, we just kind of hung out, which is cool i guess... icanmakeamesslikenobodysbusiness is really good. it's a night of many frightening things to take in it's like the way we please ourselves for a friend it's what we woni't accept, it's what will scare us now it's ourselves, it's ourselves tonight as i walk the moon makes faces at the trees it's so nice to make fun of everything that i lost and i miss, and i love... tonight i'm gonna take a test to grow up and so i'm sorry for the things i've done to everyone it's not your face i can tell as i'm trying to be this way... it's what i can't accept... Dream a good one tonight...

[07 Oct 2004|02:05pm] there was a high speed chase in Bridgewater today and i sort of there. it was so cool. 2 | Dream a good one tonight...

[06 Oct 2004|02:37pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | one eight seven ] urghhhhh i updated and the computer froze and deleted it and now i have to do it over... school was blaughhhh today...i'm getting used to it. we're hopefully having band practice tomorrow. we have a show coming up and everyone should come or maybe i'll hate you. Dream a good one tonight...

[06 Oct 2004|02:37pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | let's play doctor, babe... ] i write the same thing on every entry... ok so school was blaughhhh today...i'm getting used to it... hopefully we're having band practice tomorrow...we got a show soon and everyone better come or i'll hate you maybe...it was really cold today... this entry i think was pointless... 2 | Dream a good one tonight...

[03 Oct 2004|05:00pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | we used to be this dying breed... ] the week is going by slow. it's only tuesday? it seems like the week should be almost over, but it just started... i can't wait for the weekend. i love long weekends. thank you, Christopher Columbus. this weekend i want to do something really unbelievably cool... it's cold out again, and that's a good thing... 7 | Dream a good one tonight...

[30 Sep 2004|09:15am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | the sun is gone... ] last night was fun. degrassi was amazing. we did some jamming that didn't sound great and i even sang a little bit which usually isn't good. it's october...it feels wierd. it was summer and i couldn't wait for fall, now it's fall and i can't wait for winter. i love the snow. i was listening to swing swing a little while ago and loving it. i edited this three times because it seemed too short... post something... 17 | Dream a good one tonight...

[28 Sep 2004|04:19pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation ] i got by most of the week. one more day to go. this week went by so slow, and so fast at the same time, if that made any sense... i hate high school. i miss everything being so simple... post something if you want... Dream a good one tonight...

[26 Sep 2004|09:05pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | wake me up when this is all over... ] it's only tuesday. looking foreward to the weekend since monday only makes the week go by much slower. i hate high school. i miss my friends. wake me up at about 4:00 on friday... THE CLOCKS MOVE MORE SLOWLY IN THE FALL. complain the room's too cold, when i learn to make heat...don't you know i forget so quick... post something i want to hear... 1 | Dream a good one tonight...

[25 Sep 2004|08:13pm] [ mood | restless ] [ music | i am thinking it's a sign... ] the weekend is over. it was fun. friday i didn't do too much. on saturday me, cassie, and brian went to the xaverian game vs. brockton high. me, as a broktonian, was routing for the boxers, no doubt. i'm not sure why we went, i really didn't want to. saturday night was awesome. we had our weekly jam party. it sounded horrible but who cares? on sunday brian came over before basketball. i pulled a muscle in my back again and it hurts right now... i'm listening to the postal service again because they're beautiful... i already can't wait for the weekend... post something i'll like... 2 | Dream a good one tonight...

[24 Sep 2004|11:52am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | why can't you just be happy? why can't you just be happy? ] I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT. 5 | Dream a good one tonight...

[22 Sep 2004|07:15pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | there i am... ] it's fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we're jamming tomorrow until forever...anyone want to come? 8 | Dream a good one tonight...

[21 Sep 2004|05:20pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | the actors who play out friends always win... ] tomorrow is friday and i want to get out of school. i want to hang out and not do homework and jam and i can't wait... i wish i could sing like him and play guitar like him and write like him and be as pretty as him ... i have no homework tonight...so that's cool... post something happy... 12 | Dream a good one tonight...

[18 Sep 2004|09:07pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | it's one of those nights... ] it's cold out. and i love it. i love the fall. it's making me happy right now and i don't know why. it's been cold since friday. i'm starting to have a lot of fun again on the weekends. jam parties on fridays. and saturdays sometimes. band practice mixed in there. it's just like before when everything was great. summer sucked and i'm so glad it's over. and even though i hate my school, and high school in general, i'm getting used to it... i had basketball last night and i pulled something in my back again. it's not fun and now i might get cut...oh well... brian and matt just came over and we jammed and me and brian were outside in the cold. now i'm going outside again because i love it. i'm happy. post something... 7 | Dream a good one tonight...

[17 Sep 2004|12:10am] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | I WANT SO BADLY TO BELIEVE... ] my ears hurt. or they should at least. my throat is all scratchy from screaming every word of a few songs without a microphone over loud guitars and loud drums. i'm cold. but tonight was so fun. brian came over and we ate. then ryam came over and we watched Good Burger. then tw came over and we jammed. then we chased kids on my street with baseball bats. then ian came over and we jammed some more. a lot. we played one eight seven so hard you don't even know. we played a bunch of songs semi-acoustic which was peaceful until we started screaming. we got buffalo chicken/pepperoni pizza. i still have a little bit of homework but i don't care. i'm in a pretty good mood right now... i start basketball camp at massasoit tomorrow night. that can be fun. especially when it's not in the morning...maybe i can still do something cool tomorrow...camping was a bust... so...comment... 9 | Dream a good one tonight...

[16 Sep 2004|12:44pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | we're the coolest kids and we'll take what we can get... ] last night was a good time. me and ryan went to mike's to get our amps and stuff and mike brought his drums and we jammed. brian and ian and cassie and matt came over too. then we went outside and watched matt and ryan beat each other up and i almost hit ryan over the head with a wrench. really... tonight we're going campinggggggggg. in a tent. even if it rains... i love the weekend. 9 | Dream a good one tonight...

[14 Sep 2004|09:39pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | you will hear the shrillest highs and the lowest lows... ] tomorrow is fridayyyyy and i don't think i've ever been so happy to see the weekend. it should be full of band practice, band practice, and who knows what else. anyone want to go camping? or something? i'm listening to the postal service because they make me happy... i've been waiting since birth to find a love that would look and sound like a movie. so i changed my plans, i rented a camera and a van and then i called you. i need you to pretend that we are in love again... i want to badly to believe that there is truth that love is real... 2 | Dream a good one tonight...

[13 Sep 2004|07:50pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | so sick so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick ] third day. i got sent to the dean's office for being late and would have gotten detention but luckily the dean wasn't in his office. all the other teachers say it's okay to be late the first week because the school is like a maze. but i hate my math teacher. but other than that today wasn't so bad. i still don't like it but i think i'm starting to get used to it...i still want to transfer... i'm so hungry right now...i want some buffalo wings for some reason... commmeknt. 2 | Dream a good one tonight...

[12 Sep 2004|07:21pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | stop it, come on. you know i can't help it... ] second day. and i still hate it. i was late for every class except my last one i think. i can't wait for the weekend. band practice finally. and i want to go camping. or something. i can't wait for the weekend... more big changes in the band...shhhhhhh...i'll let you know later... comment... 5 | Dream a good one tonight...

[11 Sep 2004|07:42pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | you baked it in cakes for me... ] i hate it. i was hoping maybe i'd be wrong about it. but i hate it. i really do. i want to transfer so bad even if it is to BC high. i hope BR gets better because i can't stand private school... i got lost. a lot. i was late for every class. i forgot my lock combination. i can't get my gym locker opened. i sat alone at lunch. i didn't talk to anyone all day for more than 10 seconds. i hate my math teacher. i hate my nazi dean. he already yelled at the whole freshman class in the hallway after lunch because we're supposed to know what to do on the first day, especailly when other people tell us differently. and i'm already getting made fun of on the bus. and i didn't get home until 4:00... i miss middle school... 19 | Dream a good one tonight...

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